And you don't think I've been there? [ Inside voice, Babs would say, but he's too wound up to listen to her now. Not now. ]
Damnit, Andie. You think I spent my life watching what he went through - watching him put himself through the ringer every night so I could wake up one day to a world that didn't have him in it? You think I want to watch another kid grow up with that? You think I asked for this?
[ Wow, what the hell is he saying. He's already said too much. Told her more than she needs to know, more than anyone ever should know. God, how could he have been so stupid?
He runs both hands through his hair and clenches and just. Tries to catch his breath. ]
You don’t know anything about me. And you don’t get to judge me.
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Damnit, Andie. You think I spent my life watching what he went through - watching him put himself through the ringer every night so I could wake up one day to a world that didn't have him in it? You think I want to watch another kid grow up with that? You think I asked for this?
[ Wow, what the hell is he saying. He's already said too much. Told her more than she needs to know, more than anyone ever should know. God, how could he have been so stupid?
He runs both hands through his hair and clenches and just. Tries to catch his breath. ]
You don’t know anything about me. And you don’t get to judge me.