[ "i hate seeing you" almost pops from his lips ― defensive, cruel. but there's a flicker of thought for once and it stops short. it's not true, he's wanted this, maybe, an excuse to see her, acknowledge her.
he thought he would be content with shoving his fingers in his ears and going "lalala" in regards to her existence. he thought it would be almost as easy as it was on utopia. (it was agony tenfold and he didn't even consider it would hurt so bad.) (he's been so erratic and strange he's felt like he was going to snap again and coat the city in a thin sheet of metal, all because of her.)
instead: ]
Y'aren't glad t'see me.
[ he sucks a breath of air through his teeth. ]
I'm just the guy that made y'miserable enough t'leave.
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he thought he would be content with shoving his fingers in his ears and going "lalala" in regards to her existence. he thought it would be almost as easy as it was on utopia. (it was agony tenfold and he didn't even consider it would hurt so bad.) (he's been so erratic and strange he's felt like he was going to snap again and coat the city in a thin sheet of metal, all because of her.)
instead: ]
Y'aren't glad t'see me.
[ he sucks a breath of air through his teeth. ]
I'm just the guy that made y'miserable enough t'leave.