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capeandcowllogs2013-11-26 12:32 am
gandere) wrote in capeandcowllogs2013-11-26 12:32 am
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she tied you to a kitchen chair, she broke your throne & she cut your hair; (CLOSED)
WHO: "daughter" & Father.
WHERE: Kirei's sweet crib aka the church.
WHEN: November 24
WARNINGS: Gross shit??
SUMMARY: After killing Kirei, it's time for him to troll Rin by skipping ahead ten years... it's some kind of parental lesson or something??
FORMAT: Kirei's username.
One Sunday, it happens. Rin Tohsaka made the decision that she's had enough of feeling sorry for herself and so that's how she ended up in the church that used to be the home for her legal guardian.
Used to be.
It'll take some getting used to when thinking of Kirei Kotomine like that again. A part of her twists in agony at the thought of losing him again. She's never taken loss well and while she's kept her emotions wrapped up it's when she finds herself in the comfort of solitude that the bandages slowly unravel. Here is a place full of memories and while Kirei has caused her a significant amount of turmoil in her life by taking away her family, most of the time she's spent with him hasn't been all that bad. He took care of her in the only way he could by safely keeping his distance.
He hasn't returned to the City so it's likely he never will. Having joined her uncle and father once more at the grave, Rin wonders if what she did was truly an act of mercy or perhaps something darker. These were the kind of acts her father and other magi would involve themselves in; was Rin finally learning to live up to reputation laid out before her? It tore at her heart, leaving her to wonder how great men like her father and how wicked men like the priest could ever live with themselves for taking a life. Rin's taken two and while she argues with herself that they were done out of mercy, it's doubtful that they truly were.
She's become a monster like her ancestors.
Yet, she's still able to sit here on a wooden pew up near the altar of the church. If she were really a monster, wouldn't she have been denied access to the church, turned away by the powerful spirit of the Lord? Holding her palm over a lit candle, curiosity causes her to lower it just a bit above the flickering flame. She doesn't pull away when it starts to sting, but the tears do form in her eyes from the pain she's in. Did he cry?
Did she even cry?
"daughter" & Father.WHERE: Kirei's sweet crib aka the church.
WHEN: November 24
WARNINGS: Gross shit??
SUMMARY: After killing Kirei, it's time for him to troll Rin by skipping ahead ten years... it's some kind of parental lesson or something??
FORMAT: Kirei's username.
One Sunday, it happens. Rin Tohsaka made the decision that she's had enough of feeling sorry for herself and so that's how she ended up in the church that used to be the home for her legal guardian.
Used to be.
It'll take some getting used to when thinking of Kirei Kotomine like that again. A part of her twists in agony at the thought of losing him again. She's never taken loss well and while she's kept her emotions wrapped up it's when she finds herself in the comfort of solitude that the bandages slowly unravel. Here is a place full of memories and while Kirei has caused her a significant amount of turmoil in her life by taking away her family, most of the time she's spent with him hasn't been all that bad. He took care of her in the only way he could by safely keeping his distance.
He hasn't returned to the City so it's likely he never will. Having joined her uncle and father once more at the grave, Rin wonders if what she did was truly an act of mercy or perhaps something darker. These were the kind of acts her father and other magi would involve themselves in; was Rin finally learning to live up to reputation laid out before her? It tore at her heart, leaving her to wonder how great men like her father and how wicked men like the priest could ever live with themselves for taking a life. Rin's taken two and while she argues with herself that they were done out of mercy, it's doubtful that they truly were.
She's become a monster like her ancestors.
Yet, she's still able to sit here on a wooden pew up near the altar of the church. If she were really a monster, wouldn't she have been denied access to the church, turned away by the powerful spirit of the Lord? Holding her palm over a lit candle, curiosity causes her to lower it just a bit above the flickering flame. She doesn't pull away when it starts to sting, but the tears do form in her eyes from the pain she's in. Did he cry?
Did she even cry?