[trying so hard not to just get frustrated and give up]
[this approach doesn't seem to be working]
[he lets his mind drift a bit, and thinks just about light in general. Suns. Stars. Photons. Luminescence in all its forms]
[starts speaking and this time doesn't think at all, just recites the syllables like an automatic process, surrenders himself to the cadence of the words and the idea of light]
[and there is the tiniest spark - the wrong color (blue-violet) and only for a brief instant]
idk i am tired man 8|
[trying so hard not to just get frustrated and give up]
[this approach doesn't seem to be working]
[he lets his mind drift a bit, and thinks just about light in general. Suns. Stars. Photons. Luminescence in all its forms]
[starts speaking and this time doesn't think at all, just recites the syllables like an automatic process, surrenders himself to the cadence of the words and the idea of light]
[and there is the tiniest spark - the wrong color (blue-violet) and only for a brief instant]
[But it's something]