[ For a minute, he tensed up. God, she was going to be covered in blood, and he couldn't stop thinking about it, afraid that it would taint this somehow, ruin it. But then, slowly, he tipped his head so his cheek rested against Nill's hair. It was, quite possibly, the most demonstrative he'd ever been with anyone. ]
I lost it. I fucking...Nill, I lost control of myself and look what fucking happened.
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I lost it. I fucking...Nill, I lost control of myself and look what fucking happened.