http://nine-tries.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] nine-tries.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] capeandcowllogs2011-01-19 08:49 pm

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WHO: Thomas and The Narrator
WHERE: A bar which will remain nameless, obv
WHEN: Tuesday night.
WARNINGS: UH, HELLA VIOLENCE. LIKE, BUCKETS.
SUMMARY: The Narrator is crazy, needs to get his kicks, Thomas obliges etc etc
FORMAT: Quicklog all night, baby.


[ He really doesn't know why he agreed. Why he agreed multiple times. But Thomas is sitting at a table of a relatively quiet bar and he just doesn't care anymore. It's not the first time he's asked for water at a bar, not being one for other's opinions. He is, admittedly, intimidating.

But there's a certain radio silence echoing in his head. It's not about him, after all. It's a favor. Encouraging self-destruction shouldn't be a moral issue for him.

His eyes are focused intently on the door, his only movement being his leg bouncing in barely hidden anxiety. ]

improvesmorale: (speak for me)

[personal profile] improvesmorale 2011-01-20 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
[The Narrator arrives with his left hand in a homemade bandage. This is fine, he tells himself, because it doesn't hurt and he punches with his right. His mind is filled with its own kind of static, blurred thoughts, his whole body dissociated from the now. He shuffles his feet the whole way to Thomas' table. He stops like a wind up toy that's run out of friction.]

I hope I didn't keep you waiting.
improvesmorale: (just bleeding everywhere. it's cool.)

[personal profile] improvesmorale 2011-01-20 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
[The Narrator flicks his head to side, a gesture towards the bartender, before raising a finger.]

Wait here.

[And off he goes. When he gets to the bar, he leans way over onto the counter, arms and elbows on the wood, and murmurs to the bartender. There is no exchange of money. No handshake. Just low voices, nodding heads. As he walks back to Thomas, he cracks his neck.]

We get the basement. Forty minutes.
improvesmorale: (piece of shit house)

[personal profile] improvesmorale 2011-01-20 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
[Once he reaches the bottom of the steps, he strips his shirt off and kicks off his shoes. The motions are so well-practiced and fluid, they're practically one.]

We do this so no one strangles themselves. ['We.' He doesn't even bother editing.] I promise to give you a warning this time.
improvesmorale: (changeover)

[personal profile] improvesmorale 2011-01-21 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
[He can sense the hesitation, but he's sure it won't matter this time. He won't let it matter. Even if this isn't his own reality, he's made a decision, and that decision is for control. He gets into his own stance.]

I can't feel pain today.

[Maybe Thomas already knows, but it's worth saying.]
Edited 2011-01-21 02:29 (UTC)
improvesmorale: (not broken)

[personal profile] improvesmorale 2011-01-21 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
[The Narrator doesn't know either, when he should stop, and that's the one thing that makes the night bearable. That's the exciting thing.

He takes Thomas' signal. This is okay, he tells himself, as long as he fights back. His first shot is a fake out to his chest, and then an uppercut towards his face. God, it's like his arm is an airplane. A speeding jet. This in itself is worth it.
]
improvesmorale: (fighter)

[personal profile] improvesmorale 2011-01-21 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
[His recovery is superhuman. No sooner is his head knocked back before he's darting to grab hold of Thomas' wrist with both of his hands, his movements fast and smooth and vicious. Thomas' hit isn't worth a sneeze.

Once the Narrator grabs his arm, he tries to pull it down and twist it, but muscle isn't exactly on his side.
]
improvesmorale: (things I do to myself)

[personal profile] improvesmorale 2011-01-21 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't even double over. He feels his insides shake and bounce before righting themselves again. There's a hitch in his diaphragm that melts his breath away. The force knocks him two steps back.

It's terrifying and perfect all at once.

He doesn't wait for himself to catch his breath. Wheezing, he grabs at Thomas' shoulders and tries to pull him forward to knee him in the stomach, see how he feels.
]
improvesmorale: (beaten)

[personal profile] improvesmorale 2011-01-22 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
[It's just like his fight with Tyler. With hands around his throat, he can't feel pain, but he can feel his throat desperately working, all the cells in his lungs starting to die, all that fuzziness in his limbs. It's pain without pain, the threat of death without actually being able to die. It's something.

So he does little to stop Thomas' hands. Once he takes hold, though, the Narrator aims a stomp down at his feet.
]
improvesmorale: (not broken)

[personal profile] improvesmorale 2011-01-23 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[He stumbles back, but only for a moment. His entire body is thrumming with recovery-- or rather no recovery at all, because he doesn't need it. Immediately, he's charging at Thomas again, screaming, fists going for his shoulders, chest, face. Anywhere.]
Edited 2011-01-23 03:53 (UTC)
improvesmorale: (hurt the one you love)

[personal profile] improvesmorale 2011-01-23 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
[Skewing balance is just about the only thing that works for a man who can't feel pain, and it does work. With his energy focused on hitting Thomas, the Narrator has nothing to balance himself, and so he stumbles forward. If Thomas weren't holding onto him, he'd fall flat his face.]
improvesmorale: (LEAD SAAAAALAAAD)

[personal profile] improvesmorale 2011-01-23 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
[Try harder, Thomas, he hisses inside his head where no one can hear. He decides (in a bastardized, sloppy definition of the word) that he's fine with winning if Thomas lets him. If Thomas can't bring him down like Tyler did, he deserves all those punches, he deserves being pummeled into unconsciousness. He shoots a fist at his stomach. Every ounce of his energy is behind it]