http://whatmuttiforgot.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] whatmuttiforgot.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] capeandcowllogs2011-01-27 12:21 am

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WHO: [livejournal.com profile] whatmuttiforgot & [livejournal.com profile] nightmarecause
WHERE: Some restaurant near the MAC
WHEN: Evening of the 28th
WARNINGS: None as of yet
SUMMARY: Momiji wants a distraction. Darkrai needs to learn to eat like a human. Let's see how they can help each other.
FORMAT: Starts in para



Momiji stood outside the entrance of the MAC, leaning against the building. His arms were wrapped around himself, not from the cold, but for the small comfort it brought. He was watching the passing citizens with a sullen stare. The smile he'd freely shown to the network was gone, only reappearing when someone came near enough to enter the building. He was hurting.

The memory he witnessed in the tent had stirred up a lot of well hidden negativity. Momiji hadn't been able to concentrate since he'd gotten back to his room the night before. What if someone else saw it? What if they thought badly of his mother? What if they thought it was his fault for what happened to her? What if someone started to hate him?

His mind had been racing with these questions, only allowing a few hours of sleep. He'd went to the network in hopes of finding a suitable distraction from thinking. And he'd been lucky enough to find one. Darkrai had been willing to spare some time on Momiji's childish whims. Which led him to his position on the street, waiting for the other to arrive and more then ready to focus on something other than his mother for a few hours.

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-01-27 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
Darkrai had originally thought to stay away from the MAC due to the amount of people living there. While he didn't mind people, especially since no one here seemed to dislike him or fear him, he did have a tendency to isolate himself from them, in a fear of hurting them with his nightmares. Nightmares were a natural part of him, part of his being, so it wasn't like he could help it, but he found that most creatures did not take kindly to anything that could make them fearful.

But, finding that living outside like he had done when he was a Pokémon was too cold, he had gone to the MAC, living quietly in one of the apartments there, pacing around the apartment when he was not outside, getting used to his legs. He didn't fall quite as often any more, when walking at normal speeds, though running or moving too quickly was still out of the question. Stairs were slightly difficult as well.

Which was why he took a while to get out, not trusting the elevator and taking the stairs instead, walking slowly down and then out the door, spotting Momiji leaning against the building and stopping, looking at the boy and waiting.

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-01-27 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
Darkrai said nothing over those few minutes, watching him, worrying about what could've upset him so. On the network and the first time they met, he had appeared to be truly cheerful, but right now... It did seem a bit forced, and the look he'd had before he noticed he was there, well...

But he didn't ask, letting the boy talk about what he wished to, because he had no right to pry into his business. He would allow him to come to him for support should it be needed, because Momiji had been kind to him, but it would happen on Momiji's own terms. Until then, all he could do was be concerned for him, and hope his mood would lighten.

He didn't answer to the question about which floor he lived on- He didn't want visitors, even if he was used to kind of living with many. Here was more of a confined space, and he needed some place to be on his own at least. He nodded then, stepping over to the other, waiting for him to take the lead so he could follow. "I do not know- if it is necessary for me to eat. Like- a human would."

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-01-27 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
What he usually did for food was also a question Darkrai chose to avoid answering. Not so much because he wished to hide it, but... He just didn't want to frighten the other really. Certainly not make him think that he purposefully created nightmares in people or anything like that and he did realize, mostly from the reactions of people in his own world, that anything that caused and ate nightmares was... Not very popular or welcome at all. It didn't bother him so much on a personal level, as it bothered him to be chased away from his home or attacked.

"Maybe." He said, following along quietly, expression the same serious one that was common for him. He hadn't been expressive as a Pokémon, and pretty much wasn't all that expressive as a human either.

"I- would not know. What to eat."

All he knew was that from what he'd seen and heard? Even if there were no Pokémon in this world, he would not eat the meat of animals. It would feel too strange to do it for him. He'd smelled it too, in some places of the City on his wanderings, and it wasn't appealing to him at all.

"But- not meat."

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-01-27 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
"I do not."

After all, in his world, the Pokémon were like animals, and though he was not something that was likely to find on a menu somewhere, he was not a meat-eater by nature, and didn't want to be now that he was human.

He glanced at the other then, before shaking his head a little. "It will not." He said, looking as if he was about to leave it at that, pausing for a moment, but soon speaking again; "They.. Are not me. They decide- for themselves." He said. He was sure that for proper humans, eating an animal wasn't all that strange. It was just part of their nature- He didn't think they would do something like eat another human though.

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-01-27 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
"I do not mind- if you do." Darkrai said, with another glance at him. He wouldn't want to hinder him from eating something he liked and he didn't mind others eating meat- He just would never do it himself. Fruits, berries, nuts, vegetables... That was more than good enough for him, though normally he was supposed to be able to live only on nightmares. Needing actual food was pretty new to him.

"And- it does not."

Looking around inside the restaurant then, he nodded toward the back corner, preferring that over the seats by the window. "Back corner."

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-01-27 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"I will- let you decide."

Darkrai wouldn't have the slightest idea on where to start both with food and with what to drink. He knew how humans ate, but knowing what they ate and what they liked to drink? He had no idea. He had no idea what he would like, even. He could only really start trying things out for himself and see if it was good or bad. It was obvious that he was not used to this sort of place, this sort of thing, as he looked around the place, inspecting it curiously, and ignoring the few stares he got.

He already knew that he didn't look completely human, though the stares and occasional comments could be ignored. It was to be expected really, considering how odd his ears and eyes were.

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-01-28 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
"I cannot read." Darkrai replied. As a Pokémon, it was just one of those things he'd never had to learn. Why would he, there was no use for it for him. He had learned to speak to be able to communicate with others to a point, but learning how to read had never seemed that important to him, though he supposed learning while he was here would be better in the long run, since for humans reading and writing were usually necessary skills.

"You- choose." He said then, trusting him to make a good choice, because it wasn't as if he had any preference. His preference would be eating only what he needed to eat as a Pokémon, but obviously that was not enough if he felt hungry even after doing so. So he would have to see if this helped.

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-01-28 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
"For humans." Darkrai said, with a nod. Humans went to school and learned to read, write... The normal things. Pokémon, not so much. Pokémon lived in the wild, like animals here, only more... Aware. Some were companions to humans, fought for them, but he'd never heard of a Pokémon who'd learned to read or write for them. No- for Darkrai just speaking human had been enough, and learning that better was already proving a challenge, though he learned quickly, since he already understood it pretty much perfectly.

"I was- not. So I have not- learned." He added, before nodding his head, in response to it being ok. Not like he knew what was good and what was bad, so he would trust Momiji's judgment on it. And if it helped in making him stop feeling hungry, then that was really all that mattered to him. A prolonged feeling of hunger got irritating.

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-01-28 10:32 am (UTC)(link)
"Pokémon." Darkrai replied, though of course, there were many different kinds of Pokémon and each and every one of them, was a kind of their own. But in general, they were all just Pokémon as a collective group outside of humans. The same as animals were in this world.

"Pokémon are- something similar. To this world's animals."

Which explained why meat really wasn't on the menu for him.

"Perhaps- I will learn. Sometime." He wasn't sure about that really, because he didn't think he would have any need to, but perhaps at some point it would come to be something that could be useful for him to learn, but he hadn't needed to before, so he didn't think he would have to now. But he couldn't tell what the future here would bring for him, so... He couldn't be 100% positive that he would never learn.

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-01-29 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes." Darkrai replied. It didn't bother him too much, and certainly wouldn't stay a hinder to him for too long, though his legs were the hardest thing to figure out of, even if he could walk now, without falling on his face. He still couldn't move too quickly when going up and down stairs and he couldn't run, but...

The offer to help with learning to read was ignored, just as most other offers of help had been ignored. Momiji had already shown him so much kindness since he arrived here, so Darkrai would be around if he needed help or company, but he wouldn't call him to get him to help him out in any way, even if the boy did offer.

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-01-31 01:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"Peaceful."

For the most part it was anyway, as far as Darkrai knew. He didn't really travel outside of Alamos Town, and that place was peaceful. People and Pokémon lived in harmony there. Of course, there were bad people who always wanted something different than the sense of peacefulness Alamos Town offered, but for the most part it was quiet.

"At least- the place that I- was allowed to stay."

To Darkrai, anything before that time didn't really matter. The times he'd drifted the world in search of somewhere he could settle, the times he'd been attacked for what he was... All that didn't matter, since he had found somewhere to settle. Even if the people in Alamos Town hadn't accepted him, nor the Pokémon, it was still somewhere he had been allowed to stay, that was quiet and where he didn't have to fight or worry about things too much.

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-02-01 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
Darkrai nodded. Alamos Town was indeed a nice place, beautiful really, if he thought of it that way. Though that it was, and would always be a place of peace was the most important thing, and the fact that Palkia and Dialga had been destroying it when he had been taken here was still troubling him. Even if he'd been told that time stood still while he was here, his last memories was of the town disintegrating...

If people were wrong, then...

He feared for what would be left if he got to return. Even if he did, his last memories were also of him being attacked by both Palkia and Dialga and disintegrating himself, in the same way the town was. But regardless, he would find a way, because it was where he was needed, more than this place needed him. He needed to save everyone. Pokémon, people... Alice...

He fell quiet for a while then, looking troubled as he thought about the happenings in his world, before he had been pulled here.

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 09:32 am (UTC)(link)
Darkrai looked up then, and shook his head. "You- did not." He said, not wanting the other to grow worried for him, when Momiji was the one who needed someone worrying about him. Although he was worried about his home, he also worried about Momiji- The boy had shown him so much kindness since he came here. It was only right that he returned the favor.

"Things- were not... Very peaceful. When I came- here." He said. He had no idea how to explain it though, didn't know which words to use. "But- I will make them right. When- I go back."

It was his duty after all. He would go back, continue living, continue fighting for the sake of Alamos Town.

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-02-04 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
Darkrai didn't know what he would call himself, back home. He protected the town sure, but the people in the town didn't exactly approve of his being there at all. He did protect everything and everyone, though he did it not for their sakes, but for the sake of a little girl who was long gone by now. Because she had loved it so.

"I protect it- For her sake." He replied after thinking on that for a short moment. He didn't so much want to consider himself the protector of the place. Just. Someone who was there to defend it should it be necessary was all. Someone who would only come out when he was needed.

[identity profile] nightmarecause.livejournal.com 2011-02-04 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
Darkrai had no interest in denying in, and nodded his head in agreement. "Yes." He replied, with a small smile, though smiling still felt odd to him. Most expressions still did, with this human face. He wasn't used to being so full of expressions. Certainly hadn't been as a Pokémon.

But yes, he did love Alicia, and loved Alice, because they were kind to him, and Alicia had given him his home. He felt as if he was protecting her, when he protected the town, his home. His love for the home he had been given, felt much the same as the love he felt for the one who had given it to him.

"She gave me- my home. I will protect it. Always."