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WHO: Look at the tags
WHERE: Starting at ~~his~~ ~~her~~ ~~their place~~ the MAC, around town, out of town, the surface of the sun
WHEN: Sometime after this but before this
WARNINGS: no
WHAT: Zelgadis takes some advice.
WORDS: yes

It was afternoon; shining was the sun, cold was the air, and doing nothing in particular was Terra, sitting by a closed window. Her expression and mood were not easy to read, especially turned toward the glass as she was, which at the very least meant she was neither bubbling over with joy nor bawling her eyes out for sorrow. Presently, she felt--well, if you asked her, Terra wouldn't be able to answer, either. Emotions were a complicated subject.

So for now, she was focused halfway between herself and the mundane action of a couple laughing teenagers pretending to be giant robots and chasing pigeons.

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The "yeah," was said with a nod, more from acknowledging what he was saying than agreeing flat-out. "But it still does. I haven't had many."

For the heavy subject, Terra's tone was unexpectedly light; it was somehow a little easier for her to speak now, and when she turned to face Zelgadis, she was smiling. Whether she was trying to ease the weight from him or from her own shoulders was difficult to tell.

"We've been friends for longer than I knew anyone in my home world," she explained, fingers trailing through her bangs for something to do. "So things like this... it's ordinary for you, but it's... something else for me. Even I'm not sure—"

Terra cut herself off with a strangled laugh, face heating red before she turned back to look off to the woods. It was impossible for her to let anything just be what it was, wasn't it? Every time she opened her mouth, she made things awkward and weird.

He couldn't have flushed more than he already had earlier, but if he could, the smile would've set it off. It had a slight, dizzying effect that wasn't altogether terrible - just terrifying in a way. Not dark lord descending from another dimension terrifying, either. Doing something right for a change terrifying. Maybe that wasn't even the right word for it.

Well, whatever the word, he was more secure that he wasn't outright repulsive or weird for the time being. That, and the fact he liked her a whole lot more when she was smiling. She was being damn adorable, flustered like that; the edge of his mouth tugged up a little.

"It can be ordinary for you," he said, leaning back against the tree again, looking forward. "If that's what you want."

If the blushing were something Terra noticed on Zelgadis, she didn't acknowledge it; blue-faced and plum made it harder to notice than pale-faced and tomato, like she was, but being unable to pin down why she was turning red made it near impossible to find motive for him.

Thoughts about that went flying off like a bird when he spoke up. Terra turned her head a little his way, cheeks still red. "Huh?"

"D-doing things, and..." Zelgadis' hand gestured vaguely for lack of words, retreating and scratching impulsively at his cheek. "Friend stuff you said you don't normally do. I mean. I don't know."

Something felt as though it were bubbling in her chest, though Terra had no idea what, or why; her fingers twitched as if to grasp it, hesitant and excited both.

"Really?"

He shrugged quickly. "Nobody's really going to stop you."

Once more she ducked her head, fingers still distractedly combing and brushing through her hair for nerves. It took several long seconds of silence before she could spit out "... I'd like that."

Moments like that never really ever bore much fruit before. Moments like that usually involved Lina barreling in for heaven-knows-what, snapping everyone back to reality and dragging out a situation with more trouble than anyone ought to have to deal with.

So it was weird. Weird...but not terrible.

"Okay."

Moments like this were a brand new territory for her — so new, Terra wasn't capable of realizing this was a certain, specific kind of moment. It might have made things easier to bear later on if she had, but it was not to be.

She instead lapsed back into contemplative silence, a little more confident now than she'd felt before.

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