http://goddamnrobin.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] goddamnrobin.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] capeandcowllogs2009-03-01 09:36 pm

Dick Grayson, age eighteen [COMPLETE]

WHO: Dick (...not Robin and not 12), Tim (Robin III), Cass (Batgirl II)
WHERE: In the Titans Tower
WHEN: March 2nd, morning. That was the last thing to happen on the night before.
WHAT: Hey shit I'm in another guy's bed.
WARNING: Hilarious misunderstandings. Except - "hilarious" might not be the best adjective to use because that log is so emo. God. Kill the emo or something B|
FORMAT: Paraform

He wasn't in his bed or his room. Not that he'd been in his room in the last months (he always wondered if he had been given his old room or if it was now empty - maybe Alfred still cleaned it even if he wasn't - no, he wasn't getting there) but he wasn't in the crappy apartment he had rented in downtown Gotham. He thought for a second he may have been back home because the bed was too comfortable but - no.

He was in the bed of some guy he didn't know. Shit. Shit shit shit. How had that happened, exactly? He tried remembering the night before but he was obviously missing a big chunk of it because he couldn't even remember doing anything that may have lead to forgetting anything.

Or to wake up in some guy's bed.

Dressed. Okay, dressed was positive, right? He sat up, ready to just get the fuck out of here, staring at the guy in the process and - yeah, yeah, he looked a little like Bruce. Maybe that's why he had?... No. No, really not going there. Just, get a grip, find the door and step out, that would work.
notlikeanyone: (innocent eyes)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-02 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
Tim felt movement beside him and stirred - and groaned a little, because he hurt all over, aches and soreness setting in even before sleep had fully lifted. He had to remember who was - right, Dick had been worried about him not sleeping and insisted on staying over for the night. And he'd insisted that Dick wasn't going to sleep on the floor.

Of course, whoever was moving around next to him was... bigger than Dick. Tim opened his eyes and blinked, sitting up to get a clearer look at...

... "Dick?"
notlikeanyone: (abuh)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-02 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
And now Tim was blinking in confusion, because - this wasn't right, not at all. For a second he'd thought it was Nightwing, but he wasn't old enough, and... he didn't know him, which wasn't something that should hurt as much as it did - or maybe it hurt just enough, but. Tim was glad that he cover that with confusion.

"You don't remember my - oh." And embarrassment, as the meaning of that set in and he blushed a furious red. "We didn't - I'm not - it's not like that."

He cleared his throat and tried to move on from that as quickly as possible. "Do you even remember where you are?"
Edited 2009-03-02 03:11 (UTC)
notlikeanyone: (... explain)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-02 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
Tim took a deep breath and tried to think - which was a little difficult, because it meant that he had to ignore the fact that he was suddenly in bed with a Dick who was very much closer to his own age, and apparently - alright, no, he had more important things to think about right now, and his body was far too sore to be getting any other ideas.

"I... hm. We're in the City - not Gotham. The police force here vanished a while ago, so this guy called Iron Man started dragging in people from other worlds to take their place as heroes. All sorts of other worlds, and different times." He looked at Dick carefully, apologetic and as openly honest as he could make his expression. "The last time I saw you, last night, you were twelve. I don't... know what's happened to change that."
notlikeanyone: (innocent eyes)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-02 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
Tim nodded, regretting the motion slightly since it set off a headache, but this was no time to be letting his injuries get in the way. Dick was obviously confused and worried - waking up in a strange place, in a strange bed with another guy was hardly reassuring. If Tim had been in that position, he would have freaked out a lot.

"Yeah, you were Robin." Something about what Dick said struck him - had a vigilante life? Wasn't he Nightwing yet? ... Better not to ask about that, not yet. "Like me, so that was a little - awkward to start with. But it worked out."
notlikeanyone: (wh-what)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-02 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
Tim leaned back, drawing in a sharp breath - he hadn't expected that reaction, the anger clear in the lines of Dick's body. Shit. This was right after he'd left Batman, it must have been when he was feeling the most hurt and angry at Bruce for replacing him, and - and god, if he wasn't Nightwing, then what was he? Had he given up just because he wasn't Robin any more? What had happened to make him so - jaded?

"I - no, I'm not him. I'm Tim, Tim Drake, the one - after Jason." He swallowed - that might not go over so well, actually, but he had to tell the truth - he couldn't lie, not to Dick, not when he was obviously hurting. "You - in my world, you're Nightwing."
notlikeanyone: (like winter SEXY WINTER)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-02 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
This was really starting to get worrying, and hurtful - Tim couldn't help blanching a little, the wince clouding his face for a moment and then disappearing just as fast. This Dick hadn't just fallen out with Batman and left, he'd been fired - like Steph had, and that... hadn't ended well. For a brief, horrible moment, he pictured Dick taking steps to prove himself to Batman and ending up dead, tortured like -

But no, that wouldn't happen. Couldn't happen, not here and now.

And his pride was stung, in spite of himself. He frowned slightly. "I am. He won't - unless I leave him."
notlikeanyone: (innocent eyes)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-02 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
Tim could barely speak from the pain for a moment, which at least gave his mind a chance to put together what Dick was saying. And it... didn't sound good at all. It was like - well. It was clear that Dick was hurting, incredibly so, inside, and now he was angry and upset and - god, no wonder he was lashing out like this.

"Dick - Dick, please, I'm not - not from your world, please. Listen to me, please, Dick, it's not... not the same." He struggled in Dick's grip a little, eyes wide and pleading.
notlikeanyone: (like winter SEXY WINTER)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-02 10:54 am (UTC)(link)
Tim tried sitting up again, so that he could look at Dick when he talked - look at his back, at least, and that'd have to be enough.

"Alright. The first thing is that I'm not from your world, just one that's similar. In mine... the Joker had nothing to do with your parents' death." It was the first big difference he could think of to make his point, even though it was a dangerously painful subject to bring up, especially when Dick was already so upset. "You - when you were done being Robin, you left and made your own name. Your own hero identity, Nightwing. And Bruce - my Bruce, he... was impressed. Proud. That you could stand on your own."
Edited 2009-03-02 10:54 (UTC)
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[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-02 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Tim stayed silent for a moment, reading what he could from Dick's body language as much as his words. He was... a lot more still and closed-off than the Dick he knew, the pain making him distant where Nightwing was open and friendly. Tim could see how it could have happened, too easily, if things had gone worse between Dick and Bruce in his own world - how they could have ended up like this. It was painful to look at, and even more frustrating to know that there was so little he could do to help.

After a moment, he hesitantly reached out, trying the kind of reassuring gesture that Nightwing would have, maybe - he just touched Dick's shoulder. "I'm sorry."
notlikeanyone: (cold)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-02 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Tim pulled his hand back like he'd been burned, and had to resist the urge to draw his knees up to his chest and withdraw as much physically as he was now doing with his words and voice. That rejection had been enough to make him go as cold and clinical as Bruce ever did as hed described the situation.

"No. People have been looking for a way this started, unsuccessfully." He paused, debating how much to share. "I've been here for months."
notlikeanyone: (broken but holding on)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-02 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"It's okay." Tim spoke quietly, still withdrawn, but took in a deep breath and closed his eyes for a moment, opening them again to give Dick a careful look, somewhat more open. He was still being cautious now, obviously, but he was less like Batman and more like himself again.

"I know that it's not easy, being ripped out of your world and - away from everyone you know" His mouth quirked up into a wry, almost-painful smile for just a second. "Or meeting different versions of them, so you don't even know how to feel, let alone how to act." It might have been a little obvious what he meant, though he didn't expect Dick to understand how he felt - after all, Dick wasn't having to deal with that particular problem just yet. And maybe Tim should try and help him to avoid it for the most part, too.
notlikeanyone: (... explain)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-02 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Tim nodded back, a confirmation, then bit his lower lip in thought. This was going to be... difficult, but it was important to tell Dick as much of the truth as he could. He didn't want to hurt him any more, not if he could avoid it, and lying to him would be one of the worst things to do.

"There are a few people from my world, but most of them are from my past, which makes it... difficult. The Catwoman here is from my time, the Batgirl - not the redhead - is from at least a year ago. And then there are... my friends, who are - they were." He paused to swallow, steeling himself and heading back into Batman territory without meaning to, just a little. "They're dead, and yet here they are."

He sighed and shook his head a little, as if to say that that didn't matter. "You'd already been here for a week or two when I arrived. And... yeah, your Batman was here. But he got ported out a while ago, so we've been working without him. Without anyone but ourselves and Batgirl, really, all this time." He hoped that he hadn't put too much stress on the fact that they'd been working together, though it was important to him. And now he had to say the last part, too. "Until... about a week ago. I - was taken captive, but then my Batman showed up, and. I only saw him yesterday, just briefly, I don't know when he's from."
notlikeanyone: (inner steel outer exhaustion)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-03 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
Tim was paying careful attention to how Dick reacted - he was obviously conflicted and confused by all of this, and Tim couldn't blame him. It really was rough getting brought here, having to adapt, and Dick had the added complication of having been here before but not remembering it. That... didn't speak too well of anyone's chances at changing their timelines when they went back, but - he couldn't think about that, or what it might mean for Bart and Kon. He couldn't let himself think about that, not when Dick needed him right there.

"I am. You're the one who told me - I was, ah." He frowned for a moment, not wanting to say too much about his own problems. After all, he'd be fine now. "A little out of it, so I didn't realise at first. But it was him."
notlikeanyone: (abuh)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-03 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
Tim was glad to see that Dick was relaxing a little - that frightening rage and jealousy were receding into calmness, though he knew he had to remain careful. He couldn't know exactly what could set it off again, or just how badly Dick might react in the end.

"No, you live at the Cave. You were visiting to make sure that I slept, because I was - being kind of stubborn about not needing rest." Because he'd been having trouble sleeping at all, the nightmares strong and resurgent. A cloud passed over his face at the thought, but he forced it away. "And I wouldn't you sleep on the floor, and - you were only twelve, and like my little brother..." He trailed off into sheepish silence, still embarrassed over how they'd woken up.
notlikeanyone: (er heh)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-03 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
The emptiness in Dick's eyes made Tim wince internally, but it had been practically unavoidable. If Batman hadn't been here now, could Tim have changed his mind about that? Told him that they shared the Cave... well, that it was mostly Dick's, since it had belonged to his Batman - but now, how had things changed? He'd have to find out later.

"I - weird. Yeah." He shook his head. "No, I don't have an apartment. This is the Titans Tower, the headquarters for... my team. Since we were stuck here, I kind of - thought it would be good to organise the teenaged heroes, you know? And some of them can't afford their own places, so there are rooms here." He paused to give Dick a faint smile. "You're welcome to stay in one of the spare rooms until you get settled."
notlikeanyone: (floppy hair)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-03 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
For a second, Tim wanted to say that Dick didn't need to do that, that he'd always be welcome to stay even if he got himself a job and - and that would have been pushing it too much, maybe. A little beyond weird and into... those uncomfortable spaces that came from being family but not really at all, and the added complexity of emotion and confusion over the whole alternate realities thing.

So he nodded, smiling slightly. "Of course. Don't feel like you have to rush it, though - you need time to get used to... well, everything about this place."
notlikeanyone: (er heh)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-03 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"Most of them sleep later than we do." Tim commented almost-absently, though it was another clear reminder that they had similarities - Robins always kept careful hours, just like Batman himself. Late nights and early mornings were as much a part of the routine as training or anything else. That was almost a more important message than the fact that Dick stood a good chance of being able to emerge from Tim's room unseen, and maybe make it look like he'd spent the night on the couch.

But Batgirl was undoubtedly around, so that wasn't really an option anyway. "Yeah, I should... let them know." Tim carefully attempted to ease himself out of bed, moving slowly as he made his way past Dick. His legs ached and threatened to pitch him onto the floor, so he ended up leaning on the wall and pausing to catch his breath and steady himself. This was - embarrassing.
notlikeanyone: (a robin without colour)

sob Dick you are such a jerk :x

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-03 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
If this had been the Dick from Tim's world, he would have said yes - but if this had been his Dick, the question wouldn't even have been asked, he would have just been there to offer support right away, without even asking if Tim wanted it. That kind of easy, open contact and friendship... Tim missed it, and it was clear that this Dick was missing it. It was a dramatic difference, and Tim wasn't sure if he could deal with it all that well.

He couldn't just treat Dick the same as he would treat Nightwing, that much was clear.

He breathed in and straightened his back, stubbornly stopping himself from leaning on the wall and ignoring the soreness. When he spoke, his voice had gone all closed-off again, like Bruce - but he couldn't help that. He had to keep his emotions to himself and be careful here. "I'll be fine."
notlikeanyone: (>_>)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-04 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
Tim did end up needing Dick's help after a minute or two, half-shyly and half-grudgingly leaning on him as they made their way out into the main room. He muttered a sincere, but still recalcitrant "thanks," and tried not to feel too uncomfortable with the situation.

He was intending to write a note and place it on the noticeboard, and one on the fridge since it was more likely to be noticed by just about everyone that way, but... well, if there was anyone awake and in the main room or kitchen right now, he might not have to.

[identity profile] insilencespeak.livejournal.com 2009-03-04 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
As Tim had thought, there was a Batgirl awake. She peered around the corner of the couch at him and Dick, eyes wide from where she had been stretching on the floor. Though she could tell that Dick was too young, that just left a lot of questions to be answered, so she looked to Tim.

"Not Nightwing..." she asked for confirmation's sake. Looking back at Dick somewhat shyly, she scrambled to her feet and held up her hand in greeting. Of course, she didn't expect to be recognized. "Hi."

Where had he come from?

Glancing back at Tim, she asked, "Need help?" He seemed ambivalent on whether he wanted it from Dick. And Dick seemed ambivalent on offering it. This was uncomfortable.
notlikeanyone: (frustration)

[personal profile] notlikeanyone 2009-03-04 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Tim was grateful enough to see Batgirl - it didn't exactly ease the tension of the situation, but at least he wasn't the only one aware of it now. He was also glad to be getting support from someone he knew, rather than someone who was so very similar to someone he knew, and yet so very, deeply different. It would be easy to explain the differences, but maybe the non-physical similarities would be difficult to see for most people. Cass should be able to read them both, however.

"This is... the same Dick who was here, only older. And without memories of this place, so - from the same reality, but later? I'm not sure yet." He shook his head slightly, frustrated - he'd have to do more research. But in the meantime... "The bedrooms at the back are empty, take your pick." He gestured down the hallway they'd just exited - his room was at the front of it, to be near the entrance. "And feel free to get some breakfast."

[identity profile] insilencespeak.livejournal.com 2009-03-04 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
As she took Tim over from Dick, Cass thought about what Tim had said. Confusing, but less so the more she looked at him. It was only with words that things got complicated. This was new Dick who wouldn't know people, who had been with the Batman she'd never met, who was wary and moody. She'd have to try to disperse the uncomfortableness, which she'd never really gotten good at. It took more sophisticated social maneuvering than she possessed the instinct for. Or, well.

"Cocoa?" She offered to both of them, helping Tim to the table and fetching the materials so he could write the notes. Surely Alfred would be proud.