So you think I willingly wanted to piss everyone I knew off to feed my lusus? For what? Shits and giggles?

What would you have had me done, Kanaya? Let myself get eaten? Ignore the lusus that took care of me before I had to take over caring for her? Yeah, sure, let me get right on neglecting the duties that society set for me just because you said so. Do you even hear what you're saying?