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WHO: Raven
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WHERE: A small café.
WHEN: (Afternoon/Early Evening?) Monday, June 6th
WARNINGS: None
SUMMARY: After conversing with Beastboy, Raven's decided to come back for a short time and meet with him, in hopes that he really is "her" Garfield. Good thing Paris is roughly eight hours ahead...
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It had already been late into the night when she teleported out of that hotel in Paris, leaving Harry to lie in slumber in the bed. Raven felt a nagging guilt about what she was doing, and she did have such a way of getting herself in over her head with these things.
... but it was Garfield. Regardless of whatever they had shared from her time, he was still a beloved teammate, a member of her family. She had to see him, to make sure...
She found herself running on adreneline and nerves once she was back in the City, taking time to transport herself back to her apartment to piece herself together. She felt a bit tired from the distance, but none of that mattered. There had always been a small part of her that hoped for this moment to come, for him to just be here, where she knew he was alright. And now, here he was.
A quick teleport across town, and she inhaled, staring up at the cafe she now stood in front of. She shouldn't be this nervous. But she was.
She opened the door, it's bell ringing out to alert everyone inside about her arrival. Her blue eyes scanned over the cafe.
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WHERE: A small café.
WHEN: (Afternoon/Early Evening?) Monday, June 6th
WARNINGS: None
SUMMARY: After conversing with Beastboy, Raven's decided to come back for a short time and meet with him, in hopes that he really is "her" Garfield. Good thing Paris is roughly eight hours ahead...
FORMAT: Whatever is preferred.
It had already been late into the night when she teleported out of that hotel in Paris, leaving Harry to lie in slumber in the bed. Raven felt a nagging guilt about what she was doing, and she did have such a way of getting herself in over her head with these things.
... but it was Garfield. Regardless of whatever they had shared from her time, he was still a beloved teammate, a member of her family. She had to see him, to make sure...
She found herself running on adreneline and nerves once she was back in the City, taking time to transport herself back to her apartment to piece herself together. She felt a bit tired from the distance, but none of that mattered. There had always been a small part of her that hoped for this moment to come, for him to just be here, where she knew he was alright. And now, here he was.
A quick teleport across town, and she inhaled, staring up at the cafe she now stood in front of. She shouldn't be this nervous. But she was.
She opened the door, it's bell ringing out to alert everyone inside about her arrival. Her blue eyes scanned over the cafe.
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Finally, she was the figure in the doorway after the 'ding.' The first thing he noticed was her hair, which had been very short the last time he'd seen her. Then it was the eyes, moving over the cafe, and he stood up as if he wasn't noticeable enough already. A couple of heads turned. "Hey, Raven." And then he grinned, rubbing at the back of his neck. "Fancy meeting you here, huh?"
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Her stare never moved from him, and for a period of nearly thirty seconds, she could have very well been a lifelike statue. There was the smile, the eyes, the ever-familiar emotions that were usually tied with him. His entire aura swam with familiarity to her.
She took a few cautious steps in, most of the eyes having now turned back to their own tasks and drinks, her own eyes never leaving his gaze for a moment. It took her very little time at all to close the distance between them, despite her slow, methodical steps - and all at once, her arms enveloped him, forehead resting against his shoulder as she simply clung to his form.
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After a moment, he finally reacted, raising his arms to hug her in return. Despite the moment's hesitation, it was an easy thing to do. It was still something of a wonder to him that she was back; the form still surprised him. He gave her shoulders a secure squeeze and tried to laugh casually. He didn't know anything about this place or what might have happened here, but he was suddenly almost worried, almost fearful. "Are you alright?" He wanted to make sure.
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She couldn't do this to him - he had only just been ported in, confused about his surroundings, not to mention the emotions that he was feeding her currently. It wasn't fair to him for her to simply break - despite the events of the past few months.
Instead, she spoke gently, muffled a bit by his shirt.
"I have missed you."
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It did make him wonder about everything that she might be thinking, if she had enough to use that phrase. One woman, Catwoman, had mentioned being here for eight months... How long had she been here? And what had happened in that time. "Want to talk about it?" Gar wasn't so concerned with her promise of showing him around, now. He was more worried about her and her clinging and her simple statements of emotion. "I can grab you a tea or something, if you want."
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"Thank you, Garfield. But I'll be fine. I always am, somehow." there was a pause - she had to think of something, anything humorous to say to him. Oh why was that humor Peter taught her failing her at such a critical time? "I actually drink coffee now. On a regular basis."
Quite the genius thing to say, but at least it was something to break the tension.
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For a moment, then, the return of that easily-joking face slipped into an after-thought. He regarded her carefully, maybe with something akin to a puppy-dog look. "Sorry I'm late, apparently. You're really okay?" She had still been re-adjusting the last time he'd seen her, after all. Even then, he had felt the need to look after her. A different location didn't change that much.
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But by Azar, that look. She had no will against that look, and she was now beginning to remember why so many of her male friends got away with so much. Her eyes visibly soften, followed by a hollow sigh as she looks away from him. "I don't want to ruin this reunion by making you upset about things you have no control over, Garfield."
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He was rubbing at his cheek, then, tugging idly at the lobe of a pointed ear, continuing in his fidgeting habits. "Saying it like that doesn't make me feel a whole lot better, you know. It sounds kind of foreboding."
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Raven smiled warmly, kindly, before making a slight motion towards one of the tables.
"Sit. We will talk things through. If it helps to ease your mind, I do believe my troubles are behind me. It is recovering from them that I struggle with." without warning she turned, heading for the counter to grab herself some coffee, and perhaps something to eat to regain her strength.
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Gar turned his face up to look for her again, not wanting to be taken by surprise for the millionth time today. He was feeling jumpy, and he didn't want it to show. His thumb ran over the engraving, "Beast Boy," and he didn't know what he was getting himself into.
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"The city is identical to New York City in modern times. Broadway, quite a few identical stores and locations, the streets are all the same. It's rather easy to navigate if you've been there before."
She sets the cup down, resting both her arms on the table and leaning forward slightly. "Some have kept to the 'hero' community, while others, like myself, have left it."
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There was no need to assure Raven that he would be alright because he had lived in New York. She'd been there. The next line in her explanation caught his attention a little quicker, however. If he had been in a form in which his ears could perk, they would have. She had mentioned that she wasn't a 'Titan,' so far as being here went, but... She had left completely? The thought felt weird, but maybe that was just because he found it hard to picture himself doing much else.
"Completely? Isn't the whole 'heroing' thing kinda' the point around here, though?" It was possible that the emphasis on that had only been contained within the Network of metas itself, however, and the city was full of perfectly normal people with perfectly normal jobs. Gar had never really known normalcy, but that was alright. Raven had wanted it, hadn't she? He remembered finding her High School I.D. back at the Tower, and that hadn't been too long ago. If it was a desire of hers... Well, there couldn't have been much wrong with that. "So... What do you do, anyway?"
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The entire situation kept a soft, content smile on her face - possibly the most content that he had ever seen her as. There was something about that normalcy that she thrived in. Being out of the day-to-day hero lifestyle had boosted her confidence considerably.
"There are hundreds of superheroes here, dozens patrolling the city at any given time. Some are in the police, others in teams, others who patrol in a solo manner. However given my abilities, and the danger I present with what I am---" she trailed off for a moment, her smile saddening before she decides to drop the subject and pick up the other he had started.
"I currently work as a personal assistant to a very influential business man within the city. The hours are very flexible, it pays exceedingly well. I even have an apartment in one of the finer buildings in the upper east side."
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He wanted to chide her when she mentioned the danger of who she was. He wanted to mention that he was, especially after recent events, afraid of what he was and could be, as well. He almost did it, gave in to one or both options, but the subject changed before he had to fall on that.
Her job sounded... Really fancy. Mention of the Upper East Side even had his eyebrows raising. "Sounds like you're doing good." While it was an honest statement, and he wanted her to be doing well, always doing well for herself, he still had to keep the little bit of disappointment out of his voice. The Titans was what had formed many of the great friendships that Gar had known, and Raven was one of these friendships. Without Raven as his teammate, how much would he see her? Was this visit only a courtesy to his arrival? "Even if it's a weird world... Well. You deserve to do good."
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"Thank you, Garfield. You have no idea how much that means to me. And yes, I am doing well. Between the career, the place I live, and the wonderful friends I have made---" there's a pause, and she wonders if she wants to drop this bomb so soon. She really had no reason not to. Based upon what Garfield had told her, he was from a time before they became... something. "--- plus the man that I am involved with. Life has gone well for me here."
Her eyes fixed themselves upon the table. Despite knowing all of the things that had just went through her mind, she still felt as if she was a child caught with her hand in the cookie jar. A strange form of guilt she really wasn't accustomed to...
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"I didn't know you dated." That was his brilliant come-back insofar as not making himself look like an ass. Great. He might as well sprout the donkey ears right now. His green eyes darted away from trying to look at her. He was embarrassed now, maybe. "Not that I... I mean. That's good, too." It was normal and healthy. Gar liked people and being with people, no matter how much it never worked out. Again, if Raven could achieve that normalcy, she deserved it.
He didn't even get why that had hit him like that, really. It was just... Nothing. It was nothing. God, he was so awkward. He really should have gotten over that habit by now.
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A part of her wished to just tell him about all of it - their time together, the kiss they shared that was still stuck in her memory, and perhaps always would be. But he had said he was tired of the future, right? ... best to not talk about that. She smiled, shrugging lightly as another strand of hair was tucked behind her ear.
"His name is Harry, and he's helped me through quite a lot here. He's very kind, and considerate. He is actually who I am vacationing in Paris with." the slightest of distant smiles crosses her face as memories of the last couple of days poured into her mind. However, forcing herself to snap out of it, she looked up at him again.
"... I hope that won't be a problem..."
What? What did that even mean? She hadn't needed Peter or Tony's approval to continue this relationship, and she surely didn't need Gar's either. What was she hoping to hear exactly? She couldn't even answer that herself.
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For a moment, before she spoke, she still had a peculiar look about her that he didn't have the means to place. The wistful smile that replaced that expression, though... Wow. It broke when she returned her attentions to him, however, and his mouth pressed into a puzzled line at the final statement.
As if her relationship should concern him, right? He quickly shrugged, let out a huff of a laugh and a smile that cut itself short after that. He... Was trying to think things through, for a moment, for all of the little bits and pieces that she'd mentioned. "Well..." And now he was fidgeting again, fingers tapping and eyes moving around. He felt caged, all of a sudden. As much as he liked Raven, this felt exceedingly awkward, like treading on forbidden ground. He kind of wanted out of this conversation. "Why would it be a problem?" He got it out with a big smile, even. It was none of his business. He suspected, maybe for a moment, that the question might be exceedingly loaded, but he didn't mean to press anything.
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... no this was Garfield, she had to hold more trust and faith in him than that. And... oh, well she had sat there for a long enough period in dead silence to probably make him more concerned. Fantastic - she always was the queen of tact when it came to these things.
Best get this over with...
"... because where I am from, it was you in his position." her eyes soften, and she sighs gently, a bit of color filling her cheeks. "The last I saw of you before I came here, at least. We were dating." a pause as she lets that sink in. "So. I am quite ecstatic to see you, of course. However this is somewhat awkward to me, as you... obviously have no idea of what I'm talking about."
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Talk about awkward. That feeling of being caged only increased tremendously, and his eyes were searching for something to distract him. Still, his mind was running over the possibilities, over what her statements about the two of them implied. She didn't look too different from the last time he'd seen her, so... The draw that he might have maybe felt towards her (still felt?) had been more reality than stupidity, which felt good for a split-second. However, there were much heavier facts to consider. The last time she'd seem him, they'd been... Together? Was that the right word? And now? Now, she was vacationing in Paris with kind, considerate Harry.
Gar was a being of little confidence when it really counted, and those facts and the fact that they didn't quite add up right had the potential to wreck something he had yet to understand. What a blown chance. What shit-luck. He looked across the table at her again, trying not to look a bit like a kicked puppy before he mustered up the will to smile, to blatantly laugh at himself. "Dumped already. That bad, huh?"
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However she felt something quite familiar cross her consciousness, and there was a brief squeal of her chair against the floor as she goes back an inch, eyes widening considerably. That feeling, that very emotion... it was like she was being taken back in time a couple of months, standing in a bedroom, staring up into warm, but pained eyes, and hearing "I can't" whispered ever so softly. She had just caused that exact emotion to impact someone she cared about, and she nearly looked to the point of tears now, the moistness obvious in her eyes.
"... I--- no it's... simply..."
She leaned onto the table, hands resting atop of his to gain his attention completely. However she couldn't muster the courage to say anything past that - a lump firmly forming in her throat now. But she was completely unable to take her eyes off his.
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He couldn't press the question when she looked like that, however. It was no good. His mind was too overdone for the day to try and think of a good counter or a question or any kind of logic. There were things, obviously in some masochistic part of his conscious, that he wanted to know, but he didn't know where to begin. Hell, feeling usually worked better for him than thinking, and he couldn't even begin to know everything that he felt right now. Everything, this whole place, was jumbled and confusing, but enough about him.
"Hey," he started, attempting that same comforting tone he'd been going for when she'd walked into the cafe and reached forward for him. "Don't look like that, alright?" He could hear a rasp in his voice, his throat tightening. Almost absently, he turned his hands around so that his palms were up, a few green fingers tapping playfully at her wrists. They were all affectionate gestures done before he remembered to catch himself. Too bad. "I get it."
It was said with an unintentional shortness, aimed only at himself. Of course, he didn't really 'get' any of it, but a little fibbing never really hurt anybody.
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"I apologize, I shouldn't be dropping all of this on you so quickly. It isn't fair, and is very selfish of me."
Her eyes drifted down to their hands, and she takes a moment to slip her hands into his, squeezing gently.
"I should be talking about the reality you now find yourself in instead. As you may find yourself here for awhile, after all."
The thumb of one hand delicately runs along his - she had actually said that with a good deal of... joy... in her voice. After all, she didn't find anything all that bad about being here, and now that he was here... it only made things that much better, really.
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Whatever. He could figure it out or ignore it. If he was stuck here, no amount of confusing interpersonal mess was going to stop him from being there for her, for better or worse. More than that, maybe being stuck here could provide something other than calamity. Raven herself certainly seemed to look fondly upon the place, though they certainly weren't the same judge. He could do it, too. He could establish a place here and live like that, if he needed to.
Among his confusion and the knots in his guts, he somehow reached a resolve about the whole thing. He'd be alright. "So what's the low-down? Where do we start on that front?"
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Another smile, in an attempt to be supportive during such a confusing time. Better late than never, Raven...
"There is always the option of finding a roommate or an apartment of your own, and a job to pay for it. Unless you are lucky enough to know someone who will allow you to stay for free."
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"Yeeah. Even with my charisma, I don't think I can network that fast. I guess it's the camera-ridden house for ol' Gar." It didn't sound like a bad option, save for the camera detail being a little creepy. If worse came to worse, Gar's ability could make almost any condition livable. "Is check-in pretty easy, at least?"
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Raven's eyes were now cast down at a napkin set before her, a pen in her hand as she begins to scribble out an address on it - she actually pauses, crossing out something and writing something completely different below it.
Below that, a series of six numbers is written, followed by another series of seven numbers beside it.
With a flick of the wrist she turns the napkin, sliding it towards him in one smooth motion, her chin back to resting in her palm casually. With the pen in her other hand, she motions to each line.
"Go to this (http://darkprophecies.livejournal.com/2439.html) address. This is the number to get past the security system, tell it to no-one else. And this (http://darkprophecies.livejournal.com/3242.html) is the number I can be reached at, if you would rather speak to me on something other than the network."
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East 75th... Damn. That wasn't bare basics. "This is..?" Her apartment? He looked back up at her with a disbelieving and careful expression. "Are you sure about that?"
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Then again she wasn't exactly asking him to move in. Or was she? ... she'd leave that up to him. Regardless, she'd have alot of explaining to do when Harry, Peter, or Tony showed up at the door. 'Oh yes, this is my boyfriend, except he is not truly my boyfriend. But he will be staying here.'
... however Harry would probably do the exact same for Mary Jane.
Well, the expressions on her face while thinking these things over must have put on quite a show for Garfield, especially that last part. She snaps out of it, smiling again.
"It isn't as if we haven't shared a residence before. And I would prefer you there, rather than elsewhere, really."
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So, either way... A temporary solution, right? He already felt like he might be crowding her, and he couldn't imagine that his presence was much more than just more trouble at this point. "You don't have to do all of these things for me, you know." The look on his face plainly said that he appreciated it, however. "I'll pay it back, Rave. You can keep bugging me about it, too."
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She tucks more hair behind her ear, sighing lightly as she taps the tip of the pen against the table a few times. No real reason, perhaps just something to do to try and relieve the awkwardness of this entire conversation.
"The titans have always been my family, and yes, that includes you. I prefer to keep such people close to me. There is no need for 'paying back' when it comes to this. I simply wish to make sure you're safe, comfortable, and taken care of. Is that such a bad thing?"
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Taking hold of her cup of coffee, she sips from it slowly, swallowing, and lowering it again. "And who's to know, you may even like it. It certainly isn't titans tower, however there are a few forms of electronic entertainment there from Terry - the one who had been my roommate before he was ported out of the city." her voice dips slightly in energy at the mention of Terry's name, but it's not very noticeable. She's been attempting to keep herself happy that he was 'sent home'...
"And you are free to enjoy any of the food within the house. It isn't as if I'm there to eat it, after all. ... and there are cats, three of them. But do be careful around the orange female, she tends to be a bit cranky."
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The fact that Raven had three cats was kind of cute, and it got a smile out of him. The fact that one of them was temperamental enough to warrant a warning... That got a laugh. "I'll be sure to watch out." Though, he somehow doubted that the cat could be as bad as all that, even if domestic cats could be finicky and self-centered things.
He didn't have anything else to say after that, and lapsed into another bout of thoughtful silence. A rarity during most times, the thoughtful silence was plentiful this particular even. Worse, he wasn't getting anywhere in his thoughtfulness. He rapped on the table once more, quickly, and averted his eyes again.
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Raven reached across the table to take his hands again, folding hers into his with a single slow, delicate motion. She waited until his eyes were back on her before speaking.
"Things will be fine. We have been prepared to handle situations like this. After all..." a pause as she squeezed his hands slightly, a bit more of a supportive smile crossing her lips. "... we're Titans."
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He skipped over that, though. He smiled, too, and squeezed her hands and swallowed whatever was rising in his throat. "Thanks, Rave."
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"It will be a... transition. Some make it easier than others, I have seen that first-hand." another attempt at warmth and compassion, trying desperately to calm Garfield's nerves, although she knew it would be a futile attempt. Anyone would be stressed out right now, after all. "You have adapted to darker situations than this."
"And you're not alone." there was strict emphasis on those words, with a firm look in her eyes that left as soon as it had come. "There are many here that do not get that luxury, I'm afraid. So you already have something going for you."
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... He have to talk to Tim. He'd heard Tim was around. Tim mostly likely wouldn't say weird, complicated things. Tim probably thought he was too dumb to take it, which, hell, might've been the truth. He would have rather not tried to take all of that in, really, because then at least he might feel a little better. He wouldn't be on-edge, wondering what he should say and wondering how to immediately un-acknowledge things he'd just been made to know. How do you step forward when your future's revealed and then wiped over?
He should just go. He could get some sleep and maybe tomorrow would be clearer. He could start on getting to know people. He could pin down Tim, maybe. He could let Raven get back to Paris. That might be good, if he could think and move and sleep without feeling like he might be scrutinized. Usually, he craved attention. Now... Not so much.
He didn't have a watch or anything. "I haven't kept you too long yet, have I?"
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"I could... teleport you back to the apartment if you like. Rather than have you find your way there in whatever chaos this city has gotten itself into during my absence." there was a half-hearted laugh at the end of that.