http://darkprophecies.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] darkprophecies.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] capeandcowllogs2009-07-06 11:30 pm

Doué pour voler, l’oiseau excite ta jalousie

WHO: Raven [livejournal.com profile] darkprophecies and Beastboy [livejournal.com profile] of_animalia
WHERE: A small café.
WHEN: (Afternoon/Early Evening?) Monday, June 6th
WARNINGS: None
SUMMARY: After conversing with Beastboy, Raven's decided to come back for a short time and meet with him, in hopes that he really is "her" Garfield. Good thing Paris is roughly eight hours ahead...
FORMAT: Whatever is preferred.



It had already been late into the night when she teleported out of that hotel in Paris, leaving Harry to lie in slumber in the bed. Raven felt a nagging guilt about what she was doing, and she did have such a way of getting herself in over her head with these things.
... but it was Garfield. Regardless of whatever they had shared from her time, he was still a beloved teammate, a member of her family. She had to see him, to make sure...

She found herself running on adreneline and nerves once she was back in the City, taking time to transport herself back to her apartment to piece herself together. She felt a bit tired from the distance, but none of that mattered. There had always been a small part of her that hoped for this moment to come, for him to just be here, where she knew he was alright. And now, here he was.

A quick teleport across town, and she inhaled, staring up at the cafe she now stood in front of. She shouldn't be this nervous. But she was.
She opened the door, it's bell ringing out to alert everyone inside about her arrival. Her blue eyes scanned over the cafe.


[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-07 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
Gar had managed to get his hands on a newspaper, and he had starting reading as he waited. He had looked up quickly every time the bell at the door had rang, all the while finishing up a muffin and a coffee. It wasn't like it had been long at all since he'd seen her. She was staying at the Tower too, after all. Still, he was somewhere new all of a sudden and Raven was there and familiar. Even if she was from the future or something, she was still Raven.

Finally, she was the figure in the doorway after the 'ding.' The first thing he noticed was her hair, which had been very short the last time he'd seen her. Then it was the eyes, moving over the cafe, and he stood up as if he wasn't noticeable enough already. A couple of heads turned. "Hey, Raven." And then he grinned, rubbing at the back of his neck. "Fancy meeting you here, huh?"

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-07 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
"Hey," Gar said the little word in concern at Raven's moment of stillness. She was moving again almost by the time that he had said it, though. She was coming towards him and wrapping her arms around his ribcage and pulling closer. It was his turn to freeze up. He could have kicked himself for it, too. Smooth. "Hey," he muttered out again, a little softer and still with the degree of concern.

After a moment, he finally reacted, raising his arms to hug her in return. Despite the moment's hesitation, it was an easy thing to do. It was still something of a wonder to him that she was back; the form still surprised him. He gave her shoulders a secure squeeze and tried to laugh casually. He didn't know anything about this place or what might have happened here, but he was suddenly almost worried, almost fearful. "Are you alright?" He wanted to make sure.

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-07 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
Something about that statement got to him. A moment after it had come out of her mouth, he rolled his shoulders and tightened his grip on her, breathing in deep. Her hair smelled nice, picked up by that part of him that was animalistic tilt towards acute scenting, clean kind of smell. The words "I have missed you" could have much more easily come from a girl like Kory, but Raven... Another surprise. It was kind of becoming.

It did make him wonder about everything that she might be thinking, if she had enough to use that phrase. One woman, Catwoman, had mentioned being here for eight months... How long had she been here? And what had happened in that time. "Want to talk about it?" Gar wasn't so concerned with her promise of showing him around, now. He was more worried about her and her clinging and her simple statements of emotion. "I can grab you a tea or something, if you want."

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-07 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh, well." The feeling of almost ominous concern was quick to melt away, and Gar smiled again. "Excuse me." Then he laughed, maybe a little nervous, but he was similarly attempting to dissolve the tension. He reached up to scratch distractedly at his hairline for a moment, then raked his fingers through his hair. It only helped him to look a little more disheveled, but maybe that fit his current state of mind a little better. "I can get you a coffee, too, if you want." He was very matter-of-fact.

For a moment, then, the return of that easily-joking face slipped into an after-thought. He regarded her carefully, maybe with something akin to a puppy-dog look. "Sorry I'm late, apparently. You're really okay?" She had still been re-adjusting the last time he'd seen her, after all. Even then, he had felt the need to look after her. A different location didn't change that much.

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-07 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
With Steve Dayton's help, Garfield had simply finished his growing up under the impression that he could make casual purchases without a problem. He hadn't thought about money in this place and now it might be more difficult to come by. Just another thing to consider among the multiple things that he hadn't thought to think about.

He was rubbing at his cheek, then, tugging idly at the lobe of a pointed ear, continuing in his fidgeting habits. "Saying it like that doesn't make me feel a whole lot better, you know. It sounds kind of foreboding."

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-07 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
The sudden re-emergence of movement almost surprised him, but finding his chair while she went to the counter was easy enough. This one moment felt deceptively normal. He folded the newspaper and set it in an empty chair nearby. His fingers brushed over the tags that he had left on the table, his new form of I.D.. He had looked the simple things over again and again, as if looking for a flaw to disprove them as real items. No luck so far.

Gar turned his face up to look for her again, not wanting to be taken by surprise for the millionth time today. He was feeling jumpy, and he didn't want it to show. His thumb ran over the engraving, "Beast Boy," and he didn't know what he was getting himself into.

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-07 08:41 am (UTC)(link)
Gar rested his elbow on the table as well, shoulders hunched up. He'd heard about the city being parallel to New York. The mention of Broadway brought one corner of his mouth up. He was more of a film guy, really, but who didn't like show-tunes. He could vaguely remember a lot of the older melodies, some of the lines... His mother had been a fan.

There was no need to assure Raven that he would be alright because he had lived in New York. She'd been there. The next line in her explanation caught his attention a little quicker, however. If he had been in a form in which his ears could perk, they would have. She had mentioned that she wasn't a 'Titan,' so far as being here went, but... She had left completely? The thought felt weird, but maybe that was just because he found it hard to picture himself doing much else.

"Completely? Isn't the whole 'heroing' thing kinda' the point around here, though?" It was possible that the emphasis on that had only been contained within the Network of metas itself, however, and the city was full of perfectly normal people with perfectly normal jobs. Gar had never really known normalcy, but that was alright. Raven had wanted it, hadn't she? He remembered finding her High School I.D. back at the Tower, and that hadn't been too long ago. If it was a desire of hers... Well, there couldn't have been much wrong with that. "So... What do you do, anyway?"

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-07 09:01 am (UTC)(link)
There might have been another thing to consider, with the mention that there was a very high concentration of people working as heroes here. Would one more in the mix make any difference. Even if the concept of the city seemed almost opportunistic, would he really be of any use here? He'd... Well, he'd have to be. He probably would be even more useless in the general work-force. Just more things to think over...

He wanted to chide her when she mentioned the danger of who she was. He wanted to mention that he was, especially after recent events, afraid of what he was and could be, as well. He almost did it, gave in to one or both options, but the subject changed before he had to fall on that.

Her job sounded... Really fancy. Mention of the Upper East Side even had his eyebrows raising. "Sounds like you're doing good." While it was an honest statement, and he wanted her to be doing well, always doing well for herself, he still had to keep the little bit of disappointment out of his voice. The Titans was what had formed many of the great friendships that Gar had known, and Raven was one of these friendships. Without Raven as his teammate, how much would he see her? Was this visit only a courtesy to his arrival? "Even if it's a weird world... Well. You deserve to do good."

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-07 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
It... Still hit a little like a bomb, somehow. Nothing catastrophic, of course, but (and here's that damn word for the millionth-and-third time since she'd walked into this cafe) it surprised him. Without having formed a proper reaction to that kind of thing, he let out a little, "Oh." Oh? 'Oh' was the best he could come up with. Then, after another moment, he realized that that had probably been a weird reaction. Plus, the way she looked about it... He couldn't tell what it was really, and guilt didn't even strike him as something that she should feel. She was put off. He'd put her off completely.

"I didn't know you dated." That was his brilliant come-back insofar as not making himself look like an ass. Great. He might as well sprout the donkey ears right now. His green eyes darted away from trying to look at her. He was embarrassed now, maybe. "Not that I... I mean. That's good, too." It was normal and healthy. Gar liked people and being with people, no matter how much it never worked out. Again, if Raven could achieve that normalcy, she deserved it.

He didn't even get why that had hit him like that, really. It was just... Nothing. It was nothing. God, he was so awkward. He really should have gotten over that habit by now.

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-08 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
Gar's eyes might have widened at the revelation that she was vacationing with this guy. Harry. That was such a normal name. Raven, with a normal job and a normal boyfriend... Raven, the normal girl. It was still a near-startling thought. He was used to Raven the Unreachable, quiet and prone to forcing distance, and now she was vacationing in Paris with Harry. Big leap forward and, again, he had to wonder how long she'd been here. At least she hadn't been alone, even if she'd been without any of them.

For a moment, before she spoke, she still had a peculiar look about her that he didn't have the means to place. The wistful smile that replaced that expression, though... Wow. It broke when she returned her attentions to him, however, and his mouth pressed into a puzzled line at the final statement.

As if her relationship should concern him, right? He quickly shrugged, let out a huff of a laugh and a smile that cut itself short after that. He... Was trying to think things through, for a moment, for all of the little bits and pieces that she'd mentioned. "Well..." And now he was fidgeting again, fingers tapping and eyes moving around. He felt caged, all of a sudden. As much as he liked Raven, this felt exceedingly awkward, like treading on forbidden ground. He kind of wanted out of this conversation. "Why would it be a problem?" He got it out with a big smile, even. It was none of his business. He suspected, maybe for a moment, that the question might be exceedingly loaded, but he didn't mean to press anything.

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-08 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
... Wow. Okay. If there was any chance of Garfield surviving this meeting with his wit intact, it just flew out of the window. For a moment, he was probably completely incapable of forming complete thoughts. Ducking his head down a little bit, he again ran a hand through his hair. He probably needed a hair-cut, but that didn't matter right now. Right now... He looked back up to Raven and pushed a smile onto his face, a soft and joking kind of smile. "You're... You're joking, right? I mean... You'd never--" He quit while he was ahead, or as close to ahead as he was probably going to get, here. The smile faded, and he looked at her with the facial expression equivalent of a question before he turned his gaze away to look at the wall.

Talk about awkward. That feeling of being caged only increased tremendously, and his eyes were searching for something to distract him. Still, his mind was running over the possibilities, over what her statements about the two of them implied. She didn't look too different from the last time he'd seen her, so... The draw that he might have maybe felt towards her (still felt?) had been more reality than stupidity, which felt good for a split-second. However, there were much heavier facts to consider. The last time she'd seem him, they'd been... Together? Was that the right word? And now? Now, she was vacationing in Paris with kind, considerate Harry.

Gar was a being of little confidence when it really counted, and those facts and the fact that they didn't quite add up right had the potential to wreck something he had yet to understand. What a blown chance. What shit-luck. He looked across the table at her again, trying not to look a bit like a kicked puppy before he mustered up the will to smile, to blatantly laugh at himself. "Dumped already. That bad, huh?"

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-08 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
The touch at hands was definitely enough to draw him back quickly, and her gaze was met immediately with one that was nearly startled. When he saw her wet-looking eyes, though, that wide-eyed look was smeared away again. It was simply..? Simply what?

He couldn't press the question when she looked like that, however. It was no good. His mind was too overdone for the day to try and think of a good counter or a question or any kind of logic. There were things, obviously in some masochistic part of his conscious, that he wanted to know, but he didn't know where to begin. Hell, feeling usually worked better for him than thinking, and he couldn't even begin to know everything that he felt right now. Everything, this whole place, was jumbled and confusing, but enough about him.

"Hey," he started, attempting that same comforting tone he'd been going for when she'd walked into the cafe and reached forward for him. "Don't look like that, alright?" He could hear a rasp in his voice, his throat tightening. Almost absently, he turned his hands around so that his palms were up, a few green fingers tapping playfully at her wrists. They were all affectionate gestures done before he remembered to catch himself. Too bad. "I get it."

It was said with an unintentional shortness, aimed only at himself. Of course, he didn't really 'get' any of it, but a little fibbing never really hurt anybody.

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-08 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
"Reality might be cool," Gar conceded, managing a better smile when faced with her own. The happiness in her voice when she mentioned the time that he might spend here was both comforting and foreboding, in a way. If Raven was the only person he had, so far... How well would that work out, considering what he'd just learned?

Whatever. He could figure it out or ignore it. If he was stuck here, no amount of confusing interpersonal mess was going to stop him from being there for her, for better or worse. More than that, maybe being stuck here could provide something other than calamity. Raven herself certainly seemed to look fondly upon the place, though they certainly weren't the same judge. He could do it, too. He could establish a place here and live like that, if he needed to.

Among his confusion and the knots in his guts, he somehow reached a resolve about the whole thing. He'd be alright. "So what's the low-down? Where do we start on that front?"

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-08 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
Considering the suddenness with which he'd been dropped here, the central building was looking to be the option available to him. He could probably deal with cameras, and he probably needed to meet with the Titans, even if he wouldn't know them save for Tim, and even if he was unsure of them as a result.

"Yeeah. Even with my charisma, I don't think I can network that fast. I guess it's the camera-ridden house for ol' Gar." It didn't sound like a bad option, save for the camera detail being a little creepy. If worse came to worse, Gar's ability could make almost any condition livable. "Is check-in pretty easy, at least?"

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-08 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
Gar tilted his head in an attempt to read while she wrote, but the numbers were fairly lost on him until he got the formal introduction, an address, a code, and a phone-number. He took up the napkin as if it was a fragile, special thing, and looked at it carefully, attempting to memorize.

East 75th... Damn. That wasn't bare basics. "This is..?" Her apartment? He looked back up at her with a disbelieving and careful expression. "Are you sure about that?"

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-08 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
Even considering the earlier part of their conversations, Gar's concerns on the matter where a little different. The obligatory housing for the people drawn here was just that, made for new-comers. Without a job... Well, he'd probably have to get some kind of job anyway, but he doubted he could make money for that kind of real estate in any job that anybody would be willing to give him. His identity as one of the super-powered imports was obvious, too, though he didn't know how far the stigma might stretch here.

So, either way... A temporary solution, right? He already felt like he might be crowding her, and he couldn't imagine that his presence was much more than just more trouble at this point. "You don't have to do all of these things for me, you know." The look on his face plainly said that he appreciated it, however. "I'll pay it back, Rave. You can keep bugging me about it, too."

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-08 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
That was fairly straightforward, and it left little wiggle-room for his arguing. The idea that he was acting the part of a (figurative) leech was a little harder to shake. "It's not bad thing. I really appreciate it, Raven, you coming down here and everything. I just... I don't want to overstay my welcome before I even get started around here, so let me know if anything becomes a problem. I want to make sure you're alright, too, you know."

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-11 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
Gar took in the words like a shopping list, trying to remember the boundaries and details. He didn't know who Terry was, but he hoped that it wouldn't be jerk-y to use his stuff. The food... God, he felt like he was just stumbling in to someone else's life, shoving aside bits and pieces of whatever had formed in this world so that he'd fit properly. He wanted to be back at the Tower, telling Vic about how he'd had the weirdest dream last night. His knuckles tapped the surface of the table again, but it seemed as solid as ever. He took a deep breath and let it out through his nose.

The fact that Raven had three cats was kind of cute, and it got a smile out of him. The fact that one of them was temperamental enough to warrant a warning... That got a laugh. "I'll be sure to watch out." Though, he somehow doubted that the cat could be as bad as all that, even if domestic cats could be finicky and self-centered things.

He didn't have anything else to say after that, and lapsed into another bout of thoughtful silence. A rarity during most times, the thoughtful silence was plentiful this particular even. Worse, he wasn't getting anywhere in his thoughtfulness. He rapped on the table once more, quickly, and averted his eyes again.

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-11 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
It was like a pull in the right direction, almost. He was able to look at her again and to take in the words with the confidence that they were true, maybe with a little pride in that truth. He was very fond of her in that moment, because she knew him and what he'd been taught, and he thought that maybe he should ask her to stop looking at him like that, all smiling and believing. Like everything else, maybe it was too much too suddenly.

He skipped over that, though. He smiled, too, and squeezed her hands and swallowed whatever was rising in his throat. "Thanks, Rave."

[identity profile] of-animalia.livejournal.com 2009-07-11 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
Gar tried for another laugh, and was getting sick of them coming out half-hearted and too tried. He actually had something going for him? "About freakin' time." Granted, that something ended up with added layers of confusion about time-lines and involvement, but he'd ignore that. He could. Raven would still be there, either way.

... He have to talk to Tim. He'd heard Tim was around. Tim mostly likely wouldn't say weird, complicated things. Tim probably thought he was too dumb to take it, which, hell, might've been the truth. He would have rather not tried to take all of that in, really, because then at least he might feel a little better. He wouldn't be on-edge, wondering what he should say and wondering how to immediately un-acknowledge things he'd just been made to know. How do you step forward when your future's revealed and then wiped over?

He should just go. He could get some sleep and maybe tomorrow would be clearer. He could start on getting to know people. He could pin down Tim, maybe. He could let Raven get back to Paris. That might be good, if he could think and move and sleep without feeling like he might be scrutinized. Usually, he craved attention. Now... Not so much.

He didn't have a watch or anything. "I haven't kept you too long yet, have I?"