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WHO: Maza and OPEN!
WHERE: Her hospital room.
WHEN: Today
WARNINGS: Probably horrible?
SUMMARY: Visit Momjeans in the hospital! Leave her flowers! Threatening notes! Rub it in her face that she got ridiculously concussed from just a simple metal sword hilt to the head! Sneak real food in! Fill her in on the stuff that's going down in the city!

FORMAT: Quicklog.

[Maza's in her hospital room, grumpy, headache-y, and creeped out by the note on those flowers that got delivered to her room.]

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[ Well that hits him harder than he'd like it to. And it shows on his face before he even thinks of masking it, and god help him he's walking toward her again. Reminders of the last time he'd been looking down at her like this come to mind, and he finds himself tilting her chin up like before. He couldn't help it. He didn't like that look on her face. ]

I wouldn't do that.

[ And once again, all she can do is stare up blankly at him. And if she keeps telling herself this is just a dream, she can absolve her guilt. ]

Why wouldn't you? It'd be the smart thing to do.

[ Saitou just keeps eye contact with her for awhile, though eventually he sets his arm back to his side. There wasn't much he could do, here, and he was uncertain about what to do already without her asking that. And he didn't want to make her any more uncomfortable than she was now. ]

It's not honorable. [ He looks away then, focusing on something else, anything else-- the blue flowers in his line of vision aren't exactly helping. ] Nothing I've done to you has been honorable.

[ It occurred to her that she didn't mind his touch. When had that happened? She tried very hard not to think about it. Fortunately, he seemed just as uncomfortable as she. So she deflects, as always, with a joke. ]

Well, it's not like you knocked me up and dumped me.

[ My dear god that look that he had earlier like she had grown two heads? Totally back and twice as potent. ]

Hm.

[ Something occurs to her. ]

... You do know what that means, right?

[ WELP she got him to scowl I hope you're happy ]

I've been in this country long enough to pick up some things, yes.

Don't pout, I was just making sure.

[ Well psh totally doesn't know what to do now, he'd already semi-started an apology and then she went on that tangent out of nowhere--

Oh hell that exasperated sigh he's been holding back for the last hour or so lets out and he goes back to sit in the chair beside her. It fit better with his personal space. And hers as well, he was sure. Also don't mind him he might be muttering under his breath that he can't have his cigarette, sob. Darn nicotine. ]

[ She stares aimlessly up at the ceiling, her mind full down that tangent now. ]

God, could you even imagine me with kids? My sister's always wanted them, sure, but I wouldn't even know what to do with a baby.

[ TOTALLY PURPOSEFULLY NOT LOOKING AT HER NOW I DON'T EVEN
Although his voice sounds a bit distant, as she's made him be reminded of home. Which... feels incomplete. And it wasn't sitting well with him that it was this tangent that brought that up. ]

...They certainly change you.

[ Looks over at him, surprised. ]

Oh, that's right, you've got a wife back home. You have kids?

[ He doesn't even notice the involuntary twitch he makes when she mentions his wife. Tokio. Someone he was so certain he'd never see again. There might be a bit more expression in his eyes now than he normally lets people see, which is another reason why Saitou isn't looking her way. Although...

... Although he doesn't know what to say to that. Doesn't know how to answer that. His eyes can't help but widen. This was-- ]

I can't remember.

[ ... That was not the reaction she expected. At all. And she suddenly felt so bad for him, guilty and out of place, forgetting what he had done and what side of the law she needed to be on. ]

... I'm so sorry.

[ He doesn't even hear her. His mind is racing. He's not even aware of where he is or what he's doing here anymore, because right now all he's seeing is red and his fists clench audibly. Right now he almost wished he'd brought his sword with him so he could get a head-start to the jail before anyone else. ]

I'm going to kill him.

[ Figures her dream would take a turn for the worse. Him knocking her out was bound to leave some sort of scar on her psyche. And although she won't ever admit it, she's a little bit afraid of him. ]

So he'll come back free and outside the jail? So I get to arrest you on another charge and have you never see the light of day again?

[ Well now Saitou's more in the present time than before, and though he may not mean it, he still looks pretty damn furious when he looks back over to her. ]

He is sitting in there and not even suffering consequences for any of his actions-- He knows he's going to be damn safe in there now because now I can't get to him. And that bastard did this and isn't even paying for it-- [ He can't rage properly sitting down like this, and abruptly stands back up and paces a bit up and down that side of the room, before there is a quite loud and quite Japanese string of curses following that. That freak was dead. Dead. ]

[ Some of her fear must show on her face, she's sure. Right now she's completely helpless and completely unarmed, her headache is returning in full force and she's alone in here with him. And she doesn't know what to do, but she knows she's got to do something. So she gives that standing thing another shot. ]

[ He's a little too concentrated on his own troubles to even notice at first. And while he has the smallest amount of common sense right now not to tip over something in rage, it didn't mean he doesn't want to any less. And was definitely tempted to throw that hideous vase across the room, but that would not help matters and it would definitely attract attention.

And although that blind rage has overtaken most of common sense, that small part still active notices Elisa moving on the other side of the room. And he catches her face.

That made him stop. He wasn't any less angry, but it made him stop. He was losing control again--

There's a few more Japanese curses left in his system to get out before he slams his fist against the wall and shifts down it until he's sitting on the floor. Angrily. And furious. And that son of a bitch was going to die for this but he had to try and keep control here-- ]

[ She was weak, alone in a room with a man who could, would, and had killed. And there was no guarantee that she wasn't next. She had never, ever seen him lose control like that before, and she was scared. She took a hesitant step towards him, wary and unsure. ]

Don't. Just... don't.

[ And it's all she can think of to say. It encompasses a lot, really. ]

[ For a few long minutes, Saitou stays eerily quiet. Although the fury hasn't left his eyes, and his fists are still curled like he wants to punch something, but he's not. Instead he's... unusually still. And staring ahead blankly, probably at nothing in particular. He'd really taken his family away. He'd gone through with his threat. He didn't even know what kind of family that son of a bitch had taken away--

His fist pounds the wall he's leaning against once more before that rage starts to subside. But it's very gradual.

Then: ] He can't get away with this. He can't.

He didn't.

[ Why, why, why is it that all of the men she knows are somehow hellbent on revenge? She takes a few more steps forward, slightly more steady than her earlier try.]

We caught him, he's in jail, and he can't hurt anyone like that again. He didn't get away with it.

He's not suffering for it. [ He rebukes bitterly, still not looking her way. Still gradually calming down. Still only partially realizing her response to his behavior. ]

And that's supposed to make it all better? I've seen what a lifetime of hate does to a person, Saitou.

[She thinks of Demona and MacBeth and their eternal struggle and fight to make the other suffer more.]

It's not worth it. And you suffering because of his actions? That's what Cavil wants.

[ Fff, Elisa gets a dark, cold laugh that lasts maybe a little longer than it should. ]

Well he got his wish.

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OH GOOD SHOW. VERY GOOD SHOW. A++ WOULD LOL AGAIN.

IT WAS TOO PERFECT.

IT WAS. IT REALLY WAS ohmygod

/REGRETS NOTHING.

FFF

/Doesn't regret this next one, either

OH JESUS

Laih is evil y/n?

WHY YOU DO THIS TO HIM OH MY GOD

I destroy because I love.

sobbing

;______________;

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I went and uploaded a new icon for you, Saitou.

PSH

<3

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