Valaeris Lavellan (
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capeandcowllogs2013-02-20 07:10 pm
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WHO: Kenzi, Gilbert and maybe a Piccolo?
WHERE: Kenzi and Piccolo's place
WHEN: 2/20; evening
WARNINGS: Drunk Kenzi...
SUMMARY: Kenzi drunk dialed Gil and he decided to check on her.
FORMAT: Quickthings
[Well that was embarrassing! Kenzi had, for a moment, forgot where she was and thought she was calling Bo. Instead she got Gil, talk about rude wake up to reality. She hung up quickly because she didn't want to explain she called because she thought she was calling Bo. God, she missed her best friend. Admitting it to people just made it hurt more.
At least that's over now, right? She won't have to explain anything.
She flops down on the couch with some chips and starts flipping through the channels. She just wants to find something boring to watch and fall asleep now.]
WHERE: Kenzi and Piccolo's place
WHEN: 2/20; evening
WARNINGS: Drunk Kenzi...
SUMMARY: Kenzi drunk dialed Gil and he decided to check on her.
FORMAT: Quickthings
[Well that was embarrassing! Kenzi had, for a moment, forgot where she was and thought she was calling Bo. Instead she got Gil, talk about rude wake up to reality. She hung up quickly because she didn't want to explain she called because she thought she was calling Bo. God, she missed her best friend. Admitting it to people just made it hurt more.
At least that's over now, right? She won't have to explain anything.
She flops down on the couch with some chips and starts flipping through the channels. She just wants to find something boring to watch and fall asleep now.]
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He left then Kang came over and we watched stupid movies.
[She falls silent before looking over at Gil with a slight grin.] What would you do if someone you knew told you they were attracted to you?
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It doesn't work like that in my world. I mean, it's different sometimes!
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What do you mean? What? Does no one ever tell anyone they really like someone?
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But you still didn't answer my questions about what'd you do.
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I... I wouldn't be able to accept. [ So he'd reject that person, as he's done about thirty times now. ]
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But most importantly... if I didn't have those feelings in return, it would be cruel to accept theirs. [ He would never want to lead anyone on, especially a "delicate" woman. ]
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And if you did have those feeling to return? Would you still reject them just because of Oz?
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How does he answer that? If he knew for certain he loved someone... ]
... I don't know.
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Tch, you're no good at this.
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What? I can't answer something that hasn't happened!
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Like if I had a guy I loved tell me he felt the same I'd go for it and try not to screw it up like before. [Or so she'd like to think. But she'd probably choose Bo again, even if last time meant her nearly dying.]
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[ Wait.
He squints. ]
Before?
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What? [Shit. She blinks at him.]
Did I say that? I must still be a little drunk.
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What do you mean? [ But as soon as he asks, it clicks. ] Were you... seeing someone before?
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Nate. He-- Well, it doesn't matter. I screwed it up. At least he's safe and alive.
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Nate?
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Heh...he was my neighbor when I was six. He was the older neighbor boy I had a massive crush on. Then one day he moved away. I didn't thing I'd ever see him again and then one day he turned up on my doorstep because he...he saw this flier I put up looking for a band or musician for Bo's birthday.
We...reconnected. He still had this picture of me I gave him and a song I wrote about him. [She gives a soft laugh. The sting of forming tears causes her to blink a couple times.]
I couldn't ever tell him the truth about Bo or my friends. It wasn't my secret to tell, it was up the Fae and they didn't seem to want to bring him in on it. I--
Thing were getting really bad with the Fae. He-- I wanted him to be safe so I...lied to him. I told him I...that I didn't love him. Never did. That I just thought it was something I wanted.
[She buries her face against her forearms.] I'm pretty horrible. I broke his heart because I couldn't leave Bo.
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